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hi doc…

Pde pa diagnose at pa reseta?

Is it true that.. Love is like falling down… in the end you’re left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever? He’s the one who broke my heart, He’s the reason my world fell apart, he’s the one who made me cry, yet I’m still in love with him and I don’t know why. A million words would not bring him back, I know because I’ve tried, neither would a million tears, I know I’ve cried.

Ano ba maaadvise mo doc…?

I made a choice to finally let go, because I can’t stand the pain, it’s time for my last tear to fall and smile again. Yet sometimes the memories are worth the pain. ‘Coz wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I’ve felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Sana may gamot kang maibigay…

Para sa isang basag na puso? I could tell the worst feeling in the world is knowing you’ve been used and lied to. But then, i dont know. I don’t know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts. Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that he loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for him so I could fucking drown him in them.

So… from now on… i wish when he thinks of me… he’ll just remember that I could’ve been the best thing he ever had.


Crimson Memory

Posted: November 29, 2012 in Freeverse

as i stand alone in my dark room i remember you.  your beautiful face i see as i lit the candle and watched the flickering flame.  the picture you gave me is the only thing i have left from you.  my heart was shattered to pieces the day you left without saying goodbye.  tonight the only thing that brightens this room is the single candle slowly burning.  its life i know is as short as the time you’ve spent with me…  it seems i wont be able to breathe again til’ you set me free from the bondage of your memory.  the pain i felt inside of me spreads like the crimson blood dripping on a clear still pond.  as i’ve read those letters you’ve sent me i recall those happy memories we’ve had together.  happiness i thought would never end.  i smile whenever i think of your smile.  though lonely tears keep flowing like the gentle snow…

Reverse Living

Posted: April 19, 2012 in Freeverse

Here is one person’s view of what would happen if we
lived our lives backwards.

Life is tough.  It takes up a lot of your time, all
your weekends, and what do you get at the end of
Death, a great reward.

I think that the life cycle is all backwards.  You
should die first, get it out of the way, then you live
twenty years in an old age home.  You get kicked
out when you’re too young, you get a gold watch,
you go to work.  You work forty years until you’re
young enough to enjoy your retirement.

You go to college, you do drugs, you do alcohol,
you party, until you’re ready for high school.
you go to high school, you go to grade school,
you become a little kid, you play, you have no re-
sponsibilities, you become a little baby, you go
back into the womb, you spend your last nine
months floating, ….

…and you finish off as a gleam in somebody’s eye.